these days really suck

I do not know the details but I know that there is or are something going wrong. I was so busy these days, while the quantity of papers I read stays below twenty. It is so far from the task of 100 papers in three week since one week has passed.

Referring to the papers, I picked up the experience of contacting with professors these days. It is almost a nightmare for me cuz I got only one reply who told me that he have no plan to hire a new student. And, that is already the best reply. Why ? Who knows.... I think a simple reply is a basic courtesy even if he has been bothered millions of times. How would you think when a actor says that he dislikes the camera? Ok, I admite that I am a little depressive now and my words come from beyond of my mind...

And all the other things are bad enough, just like a lot of nightmares. I gonna be carzy. Then would I be destroyed? Dammit!

Over. Go back to the papers. Night.